"I too had been taught during my liberal education that 'pastoral' in the literary or artistic sense means a highly stylized form of expression, bearing no casual relationship or emotional connection with the shepherd's way of life...."Dictionary.com offers these definitions (among others) of the word "pastoral":
The fourth and fifth definitions certainly relate to my life and work - we use land for pasture, and my work is that of a shepherd. Setting aside the second definition for a moment, however, I want to examine the idea that rural life and rural work have an inherent "simplicity, charm [and] serenity."
- having the simplicity, charm, serenity or other characteristics generally attributed to rural areas
- pertaining to the country or life in the country; rural; rustic
- portraying or suggesting idyllically the life of shepherds or of the country, as a work of literature, art or music
- of, relating to, or consisting of shepherds
- used for pasture, as land.
From the outside looking in, I realize that my work as a shepherd may indeed appear to be idyllic. I get to work outdoors in a beautiful setting. I get to experience new life firsthand. I get to take my dogs to work! I realize that the photos and posts of my (and other shepherds') #sheep365 project largely reinforce this pastoral image. And much of my work is serene - I love what I do, and for good reason.
But not every job or every day is pastoral in the sense of the first and third definitions found on Dictionary.com. Some jobs and some days are downright unpleasant. Building electric fence on a 100 degree day through mature yellow starthistle is not my idea of an idyllic activity, nor is disposing of a ewe that's been mauled by a dog. Fly-struck lambs, abortion storms, and drought (all of which I've experienced first-hand, and all of which are part of the bargain when one chooses to be a shepherd) are incredibly stressful and generally disagreeable.
The first definition also suggests that rural areas (and by extension, the work of rural people) possess a certain simplicity. Another motivation for me to share photos of our sheep operation everyday for a year is to show (hopefully) that raising sheep is anything but simple. Shepherding, like any agricultural endeavor, takes a combination of attention to detail, persistence, knowledge, skill and hard work. This milk commercial from Australia puts a comical spin on the perception that anyone can farm:
I really want to make a video like this about sheep ranching!
None of this should suggest that I don't love what I do. I love the work of raising sheep like nothing else I've ever done professionally. I like the combination of intellectual and physical work. I enjoy being outside as the seasons change. I am thrilled by new life and by a well-finished lamb. I take great pride in producing food and fiber. I'm lucky to be living a pastoral life!